i was damn angry.
koteketai and brass band gave us food to eat,thanks alot,after eating,ming liang called me to go down and guard the food.wait for them to come down and eat.
i sat for 30min or more,like a loser,a dog i must say.
Kok peng came down,i asked him,where are them,he said ehh...upstair tok cok.
i was really piss off liao~
it was like i was forgotten,there is no Miya in this world?
i was really piss off...
i walk up take my stuff,go down and fucking get changed.
As expected ,i dont think they remember there is miya living in this world.
while taking bus,i wonder,am i a loser.
The fact is uh huh...duhh~u r loser la,i really wish i can quit.
i have been bully for 4 years,i wonder why am i tolerating?seriously,i am 16,i think i can make my own decision.
i was thinking that,I nothing will change,unique?everyone?
ya..lets list the taicho and their abilites?
Gle'y-an important guy,very strong in wushu,goldenlion cannot live w/o him
ray-smoker,beng,but still impt,cant do w/o him
bert- a great guy,nice to mess around-cant do w/o him
pw- the famous guy , can do w.o him
sinye-admin guy,cant do w/o him
xl-sad to say but,he is strong.in some ways.cant do w/o him?maybe?
kenn-they smartes guy in goldenlion,w.o him golden lion sem dumb
ming sheng-My best friend,i regard him as one.Okay,i only got 1 best friend i regarded him as.But i noe wher i stay in his friend list?he is after gley stongest guy..
ming hao-noisyy guy ,everyone fave ehh??the wee's bro cant do w/o dem
Miya-useless,noisy,retard ugly,i think is better to do with out him,everyone has it on way in goldenlion.seriously if i die?will they go my funeral?i don think so..maybe will?after go liao..will forget me.
AGARES-he kinda MIA,but a great rocker ,my senpai.idolise him.teach me alot of things.i think so?
NO PPL CONSOLE ME,ONLY CLAUDIA.
SHE NICE..GOOD KIND..GREAT..
I FEEL TAT I AM USLESS...
IF I DIE,NO ONE WILL CRY FOR ME..EVEN MY PARENTS..
I AM SUCH A DISGRACE.
PROVING THEM WRONG?IMPPOSIBLE,I TOLD MYSELF TAT..AND I GETTING TIRED.
I DONT REALLY WISH TO WRITE ANYMORE...