i'm depressed that i'm eating so much. then i think about how depressed i am because i'm eating so much, then get more depressed. then i think about how i'm depressed that i'm depressed that i'm eating so much, then i eat more. then i think about how i'm eating so much, then get depressed. then i think about how depressed i am because i'm eating so much, then get more depressed. then i think about how i'm depressed that i'm depressed that i'm eating so much, then i eat more. annnd repeat.